on VL

it's weird. even if my VL has started, there's always this feeling of the need to rush things up - from waking up, to cleaning the bottles, just anything.. it feels like i need to do something, i need to move or else i'm out. for goodness' sakes, i really, really need to change something in my life. this experience is just a confirmation of my assumption that i am becoming a robot (see "i-robot?" entry.)

jumping to another topic... thanks to friendster, i found out that Jef (a close kabarkada) and Kathy (cousin) just got married. They didn't even tell me! Harsh! Well, Jef claims that he sent me a text message, which apparently i did not receive. So I just told him that i just did not imagine him getting married toooo soon, then wished him well. As in toooo soon talaga kasi. Ayayay.

On the other hand, Kathy's was expected. She's the type of girl na seryoso talaga sa relationships. As in. Solid. So, her getting married is actually no surprise, but still it surprised me -- well, just the fact the she FINALLY, REALLY found him. =)

Anyway, congrats to the people "in love". ;)

Congrats Jeff & Shine!


Congrats Kathy and Yancy!


Here With Me
Artist : Plumb

In my head I have dreams
I have visions of many things
Questions, longings in my mind

Pictures fill my head
I feel so trapped instead but
Trapped doesn't seem so bad
'cause you are here

It doesn't mean anything
Without you here with me
And I can try to justify
But I still need you here with me

In my heart I had hope
Built on dreams I'll never know
Answers to love left behind

Visions filled my head
I felt so trapped instead but
Trapped doesn't seem so bad
'cause you were near

I can't do anything without you
You give me strength to do anything
I can't be everything I try to
You saved me from the everything
I couldn't be

It doesn't mean anything
Without you here with me
'cause after all is said and done
I still need you here with me
Need you here with me
I need you here with me