today

i cried and cried and cried.

i cried for my heartache.
i cried for the things i cannot say.
i cried for the things i could not say.
i cried for the things i could not do.
i cried for my frustrations.
i cried for my pain.
i cried for my failure.
i cried for my bad temper.
i cried for losing patience.
i cried for not loving.
i cried for not caring.
i cried for having too much hate.
i cried for diverting my anger to Stef.
i cried for the things i did not want to do.
i cried for the realizations.
i cried for loneliness.
i cried for missing home soooo bad.
i cried for missing my mama soooo bad.
i cried for wanting to be somewhere else.
i cried for losing grip.
i cried for losing myself.
i cried for help.

there's nothing else i can do now
that would clear my heart a little but that.
nothing but to cry.

Decode (Edward Cullen Version) - Paramore