tastebuds on vacation

more than anything, i think this cold is encouraging me to really seriously cut down my food intake because i'm getting fatter by the week. i eat too much rice. actually, i eat too much, period.

since i have colds, my tastebuds are on vacation - i can't enjoy any kind of food. before i got really sick, i know, i can clearly remember, enjoying KFC's Alfredo Pasta (na libre ni Janice; and as usual, hindi na naman nya inubos pagkain nya.) hanggang ngayon, yun pa rin ang huling lasa na natikman ko.

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last night, i told my mother-in-law that i don't want to carry Troy. i was quaranting myself. as much as possible i want to avoid passing to him my virus. syempre pati na din kay Stef but i was less worried of her because she's a certified "papa's girl" (abogado lang niya ako pag nag-aaway na sila) it was heartbreaking for me to resist Troy.

so i offered to buy food and cook it myself. it was sweet of Jeff to join me in the kitchen, ready to give an extra hand. but as soon as Stef realized that her papa wasn't in the room, she bugged her lola to let her out. so, she joined us in the kitchen, too. then, after a little while they went to the sala to play.

i bought fish and lots of tomatoes. anticipating dinner, alam kong masarap ang kain namin kagabi. iniisip ko pa lang yung pritong isda na isasawsaw sa kamatis at sibuyas na may toyo, ang sara sarap na!

o eh ano pa nga ba, siyempre na-disappoint ako. hindi ko na-enjoy noh.

bi : ay nako, wala akong malasahan.. nakakainis.
jeff : (assuring me) masarap... sige, kain ka lang.
bi : oo nga. alam kong masarap, kaya nga nakakainis eh.

later at midnight, i asked Jeff to get me a cup of hot chocolate. wala pa din. din ko mahanap ang tamis.

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today at breakfast, i ate chicharon with kamatis. kahit hindi ko malasahan, hala sige, lamon. pakiramdam ko nga maeempacho ako. dahil nga hindi ko malasahan yung pagkain, lunok na lang din agad (kaya siguro sumasakit tiyan ko ngayon)

at lunch, i ate spaghetti lang kasi nawawalan na ko ng gana. then, around 4:30pm gutom na ko kaso naiinis ako na kakain na naman ako pero wala naman malasahan. i bought Potato Madness Cheese Fries. ayun, may alat naman pero hindi ko malasahan ang keso. bad trip.

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on the side, going back to the "fatness topic" i still think that it's rude to tell people they got fatter. especially to women. even if it's true. pero it's sooo Pinoy na yata na batiin ang taong "tumaba".. at minsan sa harap pa madaming tao.