MTM

(if you had autographs/slumbooks or answered one when you were a kid, you would know what the title stands for. :p)

i started drafting this on june 23, and posted it just today. hehe sorry, some things, like work or nosy people, gets in the way sometimes. :p

on sleep
when i was younger, i would almost always sleep on my tummy. it's the most comfortable position for me. that was THEN.

now, for the past days, i would wake up with my back really aching. it hurts really bad like i had been ran over by a bulldozer.

on people
i always try to understand and i also want to be understood, but i don't want to explain myself most of the time. sometimes it's futile because it won't change anything. and i happen to be a person who believes in the connection created between people even in the absence of words.

it's quite frustrating though to understand everything you want to understand because that can never happen in this lifetime, in this side of a universe. i always just hope for the best.

on this blog
i don't mean to make this blog look like a lyric page or anything like that - if you notice, i have been posting lyrics - but music occupies a big part of my life. and i miss splurging on music.

on anything new
i am hoping to get something i have been wanting for many months now. i finally got an answer. now, all i need to do is to reason out and adjust to their bookishness. after all, i guess i have to understand the fact that they have spent quite a lot of years reading books to get where they are right now.

well, let's just say they won't have a word with me if they do not like me. it's only this "newness" that makes this process hard, awkward and uncomfortable.

wish me good luck! :)